Fear & Love

The year has taken me by surprise.
So far, I've looked at it completely different: A time for me.
At first I attempted to deny New Years as anything spectacular, but really thinking that way just fucked myself up. I gave it a shot, took some shots. And. New Years isn't anything spectacular.
Although, I have had all these preconceived notions of what is ultimately happening within me.. in this new year, two emotions seem to never leave me.
Fear and Love.
Happy New Year.